I guess I believe in miracles and tarot

what a strange day so far

I finally started to sit down to study in the morning. As this afternoon I am doing Christmas shopping. Food! And this evening I am GMing Star Trek with friends.

I had taken in about 8 pages of my summary about personality psychology when my computer died on me. Needless to say it freaked me out. Then I found out nothing was working. Okay, finally we got everything working again. Can't explain what those little white things you put into the electricity thingy to make it work again are called. [stoppen for the Dutch people] computer works, Internet doesn't. Panic again.

I called the friend who installed everything for me and after a while he thinks my ADSL router might be fried. Now I really start to panic, I imagine myself lonely for the rest of the year. No Christmas story to write with friends over Christmas. No online friends to communicate with arrrrrgggghhhh

so calling the helpdesk. After 20 minutes, expensive 20 minutes waiting they are able to help me reset the damn thing.

then the job specialist calls me and as she was me that I will keep 100 percent of my disability money. I am very very happy. They also want to give me the chance to finish my education. This means I could start looking for work probably volunteer work first at my own pace. And have some job experience before I lose my money. When my eyes stabilises I should be able to do something again.

needless to say I didn't do much studying for the rest of the morning. Maybe tomorrow?

and thank you again mell. The tarot reading you did for me in Glastonbury was spot-on.