D-Day

Today was the day I had to meet the 'arbeidsdeskundige' [jobspecialist] I was very nervous this morning woke up with a terrible headache. The town I had to go to isn't that far away but it is not the easiest of journeys so I left early enough in case of train problems :)

This time it was a woman and straight away she seemed nice. First she started explaining the system and making me even more nervous. I just wanted to know what was happening!!!! Then we talked about my former job and my studies. And then about all the psysical things I have problems with performing. Again she seemed very sympathetic.

She told me that the first doctor had written down that I would definately not be able to work fulltime. At this point normally they search in the computer for jobs you are still able to perform. But.... this morning the computer was down.... aaaarrrrrggggghhhh

So bottom line. I am still not certain. However... although she said that she could not guarentee it. She was 95% certain that with my disablities the computer will not be able to come up with jobs I can do. And she will call me before christmas to tell me the results.

Still waiting, still a bit nervous, but at least I know for sure that I will not lose all my money and there is a strong posibility that I will keep all. I am sure that all the people sending good thoughts my way this morning have helped.

I will keep you all posted.