Nearly there

Leaving in half an hour now. Nervous yes. Not because of the pain, hell I live with pain every single day. No, I am afraid of not being in control. Not knowing what is going to happen, how I will react. And if I can relax during the procedure. Relaxing is very difficult for me and it is often a problem during procedures. I try to tell doctors it is a problem and that it helps if we do things at my pace, but they seldom listen. It is the problem I have with my eye surgeon at the moment. He just will not listen.

Well whatever happens I have promished myself a homework free day and if I am up to it I can do fun things this afternoon. Like watching downloaded lost episodes. Hehehehehe.

And get ready for GMing tomorrow. It's been nearly a year since I did tabletop GMing and I am looking forward to it.